To u girls
Sunday, August 02, 20158/02/2015 10:05:00 pm
Okay nak post lagi satu. Semalam I have a date with my ex bestfriend, sna. Okay maybe some of my friends will know who she is. Well we fought for about 2 years, dari form 3 sampaila skrg Same case with my another bff, z. Okay my friends will know who she is too. I hoped u guys read this cuz i know u guys updated ur blog too right? I know since i posted that one photos on ig, some of u get really mad at me, I understand it was my fault but it was just really an attempt to make our relationship better. Bukannya nak buat gado! Dont be mad please.
Actually it was a simple fight. But it turned out too be very exagarrate when some of us tak reti nak bertolak ansur. Terasa and salah faham? Yeah i must say but sampai putus kwn?! Tapi Alhamdulillah the SNA and Z pun dah ok dgn ktrg cuma one of us refuses to accept them so it just turned out to be like this. The 'like this' means nothing. It doesnt meant if one of us refuses to accept apologize, all of us need to follow as well. Right? And now that i realize that hm. We are so immatured back then tapi kita dah matang kan skrg, aku hrp sgt krg discover this. And for izanina, i really miss u. And sorry if I did something wrong i love you lps spm kita jumpa pls i miss u. Aku tak [nhla lupakan kau..hish ko ni. And for that person (yg refuses tu ha krg tahu krg sape), kita dah besar panjang, benda dah lps jgnla igt, kita manusia biasa kan. Korang tak suka berkawan ke? Nanti kawin siapa nak dtg? Siapa nak jadi bridesmaids? Mcm mana kita nak buat bachelor party apa ke benda tu semua. I love you guys and I love them too i dont know where to go, i stucked in the middle i just hope u guys realized it and apologize one to another. I'm tired of being in the middle. I want a complete us mcm dulu. I dont know which path to go. But I thank Allah to open Y heart to open herself to us, despite all the fights we have been through. Tolongla baca tolongla faham. I f u guys ada terbaca, dont tell me, just realized it by yourself. Aku sayang korang. Gaduh nak buat apa kan kalau tak dapat apa? Ok aku dah cukup stress bye haha i want ALL of us to be back as one again. With nadrah with all! We are friends for a lifetime.......please do anything in your might to bring us all back together. Im tired of fighting alone. Ajak all of us hangout, eat, talk, sleepover or anything.
