Rants
Friday, May 31, 20195/31/2019 11:30:00 pm
Quite a lot of people noticed me of being thinner........cengkung and whatnot. Kau tak sihat ke ha apa lagi name it! They said they could even seen my urat. I dont find it quite okay..for people to bluntly said out words like that even how friendly i might appeared?
I dont have the confidence. Kalaula boleh bagitahu semua orang. Aku bukannya nak closed door, tak nak bercakap, being peramah like i used to. It just my skin. My skin people. My skin.
It got back to when i was form 3. Back in those days my skin break outs like only god knows how bad i feel. And skrg i even scared on posting any photos, selfies or apa apa. I find it people mesti rasa how geli they are looking at me. Mesti diorang fikir i am not that clean. Im tired of curing my own skin. Kenapa bila dah heal, it cant be heal forever?
I hate myself for having a skin like this. I dont have self esteem now. Tak ada, confidence pun dah takda dont ask why tak upload gmbr blablabla. I dont have the guts to do so! Im ashamed of myself
