My skin trouble
Sunday, June 02, 20196/02/2019 04:14:00 am
god knows how struggle i am living my life with this skin condition of mine. to actually sabar dgn the struggle of my skin.....aku pun tak tau dah brp tahun aku think positive sbb semua org ckp mmg mcm ni nanti elok sendiri
it was so bad that i dont want to even posts any pictures yg bare faced, no filters, and no makeups. i dont favor buying stuff like i used to, go out, or even communicate with anyone. basically aku dah hilang harapan ahahah isn it funny to lose hope at these matter
aku tak igt dah perasaan post gmbr dkt ig, buat story pun filters. i bet akif mesti menyesal suka aku. he must think im not clean enough. i dont have a flawless skin. im not what he expected before. rasa nak bawa diri jauh jauh. to be honest i dont know. sbb makeup ke? kat uni pakai makeup. but i still use my makeup remover......its been brp sem and im tired
my cheeks sgtla teruk i consumed dr ko dulu n it was so many pills, everyday pills. i wasnt good enough to persuade my dad to buy it for me skrg. whats with buah pinggang the most important thing now is my self esteem my confidence. he said wait until i stop commit with the braces thingy. dahla i had always missed the braces appointment.....bila ya. i dont know he just dont understand.....
surrounded with people yg honest is a very painful thing to swallow do. makin kurus la, kau sakit ke kenapa cengkung, whats with your skin blablabla i might look strong tapi tak boleh ke some people learn about common sense.
what i learn about university life is
dont reveal yourself too much to your friends, bila drg tahu semua, they belittled you and they dont care about batas batas nak bercakap. if u know what i mean
ye korang. aku makin kurus cengkung ni sbb kulit aku. stop saying ko makin kurus ko making cengkung i know i looked ugly tapi dah dalam hati je komen
