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Thursday, October 31, 202410/31/2024 11:48:00 pm
Hi Blog.
Akif had another woman. He went out with her after tunang.
I'm hurt.
I'm engaged!
Tuesday, July 09, 20247/09/2024 05:35:00 pm
Hi Blog. I'm finally Akif's fiancee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So many things happened. I'm so happy that we are in this phase now.
I just want to express this......
1. Akif thought I hate his job. I don't. In fact, i'm proud. He's the only person in his batch to be joining private school. Oh I love his leadership!!!!!!!!! He is such a pioneer!!!!!!!!!
2. Akif is working 3 jobs at a time. I was stunned when I first heard he's opening cafe. For real? Aren't we engaging soon? Uh i'm worried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Menyesal ckp dkt dia psl coffee! I just want to push him to go master!
3. Akif bought VIOS?!!!!!! Uh oh........our plan is, for me to buy Vios. But then we got into big fight cus of something, and I thought that's the end. So guess what I bought instead of Vios? Yaris. What the heck?!!!!!!! MENYESAL!!!!!!! Menyesal, now that we dah berbaik. We supposed to have only 1 car. Now we have 2 cars. But my plan is to sell my car after kawin, hope he's okay. Regardless of anything he would say!!!! I can go to work with scooter! But what if Akif insists on me keeping the car?..........Akif mesti taknak nina bawak motor kan lepas kawin? Kalau mengandung?!!!!!!! UGH PATUT NINA BELI MYVI JE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND PATUT I TOLD AKIF DONT BUY KERETA!!!!!!
Tula....dia buat surprise....I LOVE HIM. But i'm scared la so expensive la, takpa, kita jual no matter what!
4. Nina gila. Nina spent so much for tunang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But okok I'm gonna repay akif. Let me kumpul duit. Oh I hope akif sabar...........bila ckp duit dgn perempuan.............perempuan auto lari HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Pernah nampak tak tiktok kucing tu lari sbb lelaki tanya pasal duit?! Hahahah that is so relatable.
I LOVE AKIF SO MUCH! AKIF TUNAIKAN JANJI!
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Friday, August 25, 20238/25/2023 11:31:00 pm
Hi Blog.
So many things happen.
Maybe I don't validate Akif enough?
Am I being too pushy?
Am I a bad girlfriend?
My baby choosing his dream for Degree
Saturday, August 28, 20218/28/2021 12:02:00 am
Hi Blog.
Akif choose Pendidikan for his degree.
OMG I THOUGHT WE WANT TO BE SOMETHING ELSE?! SOMETHING THAT WONT RISK HIM WORKING FAR! Mesti akif nak masuk kerajaan kan? I know that's all teacher-to-be dream.
I honestly love that he is a teacher. He's gonna be that hot teacher...i'm gonna be jealous of any woman.
But macam mana kalau we ended up like my father and mother?
My mom ditinggalkan every weekday. My father only came every weekend. We rarely see Ibu.
We rarely see abah.
It was sad, not seeing your father. Almost every weekend.
It's also sad for Ibu, posted so far away from home.
For freaking 6 years.
I wish I never experienced that my whole life. I wanna be with Akif forever.
Worst, what if dia gatal?! I'm scared.
I've encountered gatal teacher/lecturer my whole life.
Akif won't right?! I trust my aiyang.
How do I tell akif?
But again. Being a teacher means, he will get back early!
He's gonna be a loving father! He will teach our kids!
But wait, how is the money situation? Isn't being a lecturer better because lecturer is not kerajaan?
He can masuk unikl right? Or anything near?
He said we wanted to land near KL. I dont care anywhere but please no pedalaman...He promised...
I wish I can be a teacher.
Or a lecturer!
In 5 years, should I pursue master?!
And! Would it be more fun if Akif and I both pursue master!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Should I encourage Akif to be a lecturer?!
I HOPE WE PURSUE MASTER! AND IF I DON'T, I HOPE HE WILL!
I wanna see him in topi bulat! Idk if that is for master or PHD?
And I heard, lecturer make tons of money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But importantly, I think I have to push him to become a lecturer. So I can attend his class hahahahahaha I SAW PLAYFUL KISS DRAMA! THE HUSBAND TEACH, THE WIFE CAME HAHAHAHA! If Akif ajar sekolah rendah/menengah............that would be weird for me to attend HAHAHA.
I HOPE HE PURSUE MASTER!!!!!!!!!! SO HE CAN TEACH IN UNIVERSITY, AND I CAN ATTEND!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's push ourself!!!
Tell him, lecturer made more money! And a guy mesti nak more money?! Kan?!
My soulmate, my aiyang
Thursday, August 05, 20218/05/2021 02:26:00 am
Hi Blog.
It's been so long. I think i'm only here, to tell a story about my soulmate.
Why do I love him?
He's so handsome.
He is a sweet man.
He has a nice hair; I like to play with his hair.
His skin smell so great, I wish I can stay near him every day.
He is such a softspoken person, I love his voice.
He sometimes got angry at me, but I love when he got angry. I feel protected.
He laughs cute, I love how he giggles, I wish i'm funny so I can make him laugh.
He is so loving!
He got jealous, and I like seeing him jealous, that's how I know that he loves me.
He holds my hand tightly.
I wish he doesn't run from problem. I wish he won't leave me for days. Maybe ke dia tak sayang I sepenuhnya? Am I too hard to handle?
My soulmate, A
Sunday, March 01, 20203/01/2020 10:57:00 pm
Hi Blog.
It has been a very long year since my last post.
I am having a relationship with what I found - my soulmate.
He is my love. He is the capital A. Capital A for his name. A for my heart.
I had never love a man this hard.
I love his smell, his skin, his eyes, his sweet smile, I love everything about him.
He don't care about my safety.
My skin trouble
Sunday, June 02, 20196/02/2019 04:14:00 am
god knows how struggle i am living my life with this skin condition of mine. to actually sabar dgn the struggle of my skin.....aku pun tak tau dah brp tahun aku think positive sbb semua org ckp mmg mcm ni nanti elok sendiri
it was so bad that i dont want to even posts any pictures yg bare faced, no filters, and no makeups. i dont favor buying stuff like i used to, go out, or even communicate with anyone. basically aku dah hilang harapan ahahah isn it funny to lose hope at these matter
aku tak igt dah perasaan post gmbr dkt ig, buat story pun filters. i bet akif mesti menyesal suka aku. he must think im not clean enough. i dont have a flawless skin. im not what he expected before. rasa nak bawa diri jauh jauh. to be honest i dont know. sbb makeup ke? kat uni pakai makeup. but i still use my makeup remover......its been brp sem and im tired
my cheeks sgtla teruk i consumed dr ko dulu n it was so many pills, everyday pills. i wasnt good enough to persuade my dad to buy it for me skrg. whats with buah pinggang the most important thing now is my self esteem my confidence. he said wait until i stop commit with the braces thingy. dahla i had always missed the braces appointment.....bila ya. i dont know he just dont understand.....
surrounded with people yg honest is a very painful thing to swallow do. makin kurus la, kau sakit ke kenapa cengkung, whats with your skin blablabla i might look strong tapi tak boleh ke some people learn about common sense.
what i learn about university life is
dont reveal yourself too much to your friends, bila drg tahu semua, they belittled you and they dont care about batas batas nak bercakap. if u know what i mean
ye korang. aku makin kurus cengkung ni sbb kulit aku. stop saying ko makin kurus ko making cengkung i know i looked ugly tapi dah dalam hati je komen
Rants
Friday, May 31, 20195/31/2019 11:30:00 pm
Quite a lot of people noticed me of being thinner........cengkung and whatnot. Kau tak sihat ke ha apa lagi name it! They said they could even seen my urat. I dont find it quite okay..for people to bluntly said out words like that even how friendly i might appeared?
I dont have the confidence. Kalaula boleh bagitahu semua orang. Aku bukannya nak closed door, tak nak bercakap, being peramah like i used to. It just my skin. My skin people. My skin.
It got back to when i was form 3. Back in those days my skin break outs like only god knows how bad i feel. And skrg i even scared on posting any photos, selfies or apa apa. I find it people mesti rasa how geli they are looking at me. Mesti diorang fikir i am not that clean. Im tired of curing my own skin. Kenapa bila dah heal, it cant be heal forever?
I hate myself for having a skin like this. I dont have self esteem now. Tak ada, confidence pun dah takda dont ask why tak upload gmbr blablabla. I dont have the guts to do so! Im ashamed of myself
Hair
5/31/2019 10:59:00 pm
Im into hair. I went to this one salon, they offered a japanese hair strengthening which was quite amazing. U see, selalunya my straight hair only tahan not more than a year. And this time, lama jugak it retained. About 1 year and a half, or more? That was quite affordable for a 150 worth hair straightening tau. U see bcs dulu waktu sekolah rendah kot i was so into hair, however, my hair is smooth wavy. I like it to be straight. Without thinking the future consqeuences, i bought a hair iron, yup at the carefour or something tak ingat. And i think bcs of that, the unproffesional nina, i ruined my own hair and my friend's hair. My hair gets very dry. I dont know it will get worsen. Tapi biasala bila dah mcm pelik, still i ironed the rambut to make it straight. I used it daily okay daily!!!!
And okay. Last last..............my hair got frizzy. Farah and Is' hair!!!!! I feel very depressed hence i stopped. And cut my hair short (like a boyish style). And it got even worsen!!!
Enough saying about my hair, ive still like it to have a straight hair hihihi sbb tula i still into straightening one. Ke nak buat perm one day? Or maybe not. Cant handle to ruin it again
5/31/2019 10:49:00 pm
4 months left bfr PMR and about a month left bfr TRIAL- PMR, that will be head on 25/7, next month.
To be honest, i got no 'A' for the past mid- term exam hahaha (mmg ada masa gelak) but Alhamdulillah i dont have any failed paper. Quite sad sbb mid term exam is one of the important examination um no banzai lah macam ni (gedik japanese)
Aku dgn tak siapnya kerja kayu (plg tak mahir ada hati nak bertukang), folio perdagangan, dan folio sejarah, ada pulak nak layan itazura na kiss drama japan tu hei di mana lah kewarasan ku menghilang (eh aku normal lagi ye) Di mana hilangnya perkataan kgt iaitu 'kemahiran geografi tempatan'? Nak habaq mai, aku dah siap kgt hahahahahahahahahahahaha (bajet padahal lampiran tak siap lagi)
Jap lagi ada kelas dgn sir zafran, um abg handsome tu um um dahlah ada kembar, bakal engineer, tough, putih mulus, dan comel um dah lengkap untuk ciri ciri calon suami dah ni wohoho (tak pnh dgr org gelak wohoho tapi takpa), sila jgn ikut aku jadi gatal ye, pergi tusyen nak belajar bukan nak menggatal (eh aku takpa pulak kan)
Jadi dengan bismillahirahmanirahim, aku nak menempel gambar aku setelah frust dapat result exam tapi tetap banzai,
My very first job!
Sunday, May 12, 20195/12/2019 07:01:00 am
Today indeed was better! I meant bcs today we have like lots crew coming to help. And all of the crew were such a headcracking people! I maybe laughed too hard........so dont be annoyed. I love it, the environment and all! Eventhough it is tiring. Haih maybe i became too excited as this is my first job? 😂 But ada srg crew ni nak berhenti 😭😭😭😭 So i'm feeling a little bit blue today hm
An awkward moment
Thursday, November 15, 201811/15/2018 02:00:00 am
So today i’m gonna tell an awkward story...that I just encountered just now.
Memandangkan kelas aku harini, esok, esok dan esoknya lagi adalah hujung minggu jadi aku amek keputusan utk pulang ke kg halaman ku banting.
I got back earlier than my friends, hence why this happened. Okay spt biasa, klo balik banting aku biasa turun dkt perhentian bas pekeliling. Dari pekeliling pulak aku biasanya terus ke ERL/ KLIA Transit terus ke Salak Tinggi. Dari Banting pulak, my father kena drive to Salak Tinggi utk amek anak dia ni. Tapi disebabkan aku nak belajar utk tak susahkan my father, aku try naik satu bas yg straight away to Banting. Tapi ni mungkin first and last aku naik. Ni aku cerita akhir nantila
Jadi utk mendapatkan bas tu, based on dapatan kajian aku kena pergi ke Central Market dan mulai saat itu aku terpaksa melalui liku liku yg tak pasti. Aku kurang sikit psl direction train dan aku pernah sekali je pgi central market..jadi aku kena bertanya org. Jadi masa naik monorel dari Pekeliling nak ke Central Market aku tanya org sblh. Hi naik yg ni ke nak ke Central Market. (pdhl mmg 1 arah je monorel tu tapi aku nak kepastian). Dia balas iya yang ini. Oh org indonesia rupanya. Asal dia lagi tahu ni. Okay tak kisahla tapi lepas aku ckp ok thankyou dia berborak pulak. Jadi aku pun layankan dia la karang kena tuduh melayu tak mesra huwa. Dia rupanya belajar dkt sini..dah kerja dah pun. Katanya lusa nak balik Indonesia. Aku ckp goodluck, tak tahu knp goodluck. Lepas tu mula la tiba tiba dia bagi punchline. Aku pun wow excited la dia ni pun layan ke maharaja lawak mega, ke aku je yg lapuk. Indonesia pun ada punchline eh entahla. Aku pun berbalas la punchline. Ok sampai situ je perbualan. Lepas tu aku pamitkan la diri sbb dah nak sampai stop aku. Tiba tiba dia mintak nombor telefon. Aku pun mcm alamak sorry tak boleh. Pastu dia mcm please, aku pun mcm tahu je nak buat apa mcm bijak je aku bagila nombor aku tapi last digit salah HAHAHA.
Lepas tu dia cakap okay nanti dia ws....aku pun mcm okay....hahaha
Lepas dah keluar tu aku tak perasan pun dia ikut sekali. Part ni plg weh berderau darah. Dia ikut keluar.....dia ckp dia call tadi tak dpt. Aku pun balas alamak sorry saya dah lambat ni, dan dia kejar lagi. Aku nak nangis dah dia explain pulak dpn aku, see tak masuk pun call. Aku pun mcm eh yeke cuba la lagi. Dia hold lagi aku nak lari tapi mcm mana kalau dia kejar mcm tadi mampus jadi kuch kuch ho ta hai kat situ. Jadi slps berfikir tak brp pnjg aku pun terpaksa beri, oh salah digit rupanya. aku betulkan. lepas dia call balik and make sure hp ku ringing...dia ckp okay thankyou ill ws you byebye. Lalu aku lari sepantas kilat takut dikejar lagi wtf......
Jadi lepas tu, aku call bas bersiri tet tet tersebut dan call keberadaan, dia ckp ada lagi masih di situ. So aku pun waze la bangunan yg berdekatan dgn bas tersebut. Aku mmg bijak. Hehe tak tak google mmg bijak aku dpt maklumat pun dari hasil google. Aku selamat naik bas terus ke banting, org tu ws aku, aku bkk dan lps tu aku terus block. Lps block ws dia call. Jadi aku block lagi. Pastu okay tu je.....aku selamat sampai di Banting. Pada pukul 12 tgh pagi......nasib baik abah tggu awal dah klo tak aku dah nangis dkt situ.
Pasal first and last bus tu aku betulkan, takdela sampai last. Maksud aku sbb perjalanan ambil masa 2 jam. Tempat sandar dia hanyalah separuh blkg badan anda. Bayangkan 2 jam duduk tanpa bersandar. Nasib baik aku dpt spot di tepi tingkap. Jadi aku tidur berbantalkan tingkap bergegar gegar kepala saya harapnya otak berfungsi dgn baik lagi. Memang penat sbb sblm tu tak dpt spot tepi, terpaksa tahan bersandar dlm keadaan mcm tu. Nak tidur mmg tak boleh tak selesa kan, people watching la tgk semua org balik kerja dari central market all the way to Banting.
Dan mula2 saya tak tahu pun kena touch/ byr dulu..hampir kena marah. Sbb dah sampai baru dia tahu. Mana la saya tahu makcik...Abah ckp tak payahla naik bas. Lagi susah pukul 12 baru sampai lps tu tak selesa mcm tu huhuhu betul tu abah nina minta maaf 😭 Lama juga abah tunggu rupanya. Dapatla sesuap mcd sbb aku mmg tak mkn lagi sbb takut tertggl bas 😿 Sempat beli air je dkt central market, makcik tu kasi pgi beli kjp...thankyou makcik janji jgn tgglkan saya hafal muka saya
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Friday, May 13, 20165/13/2016 09:33:00 pm
Kasih sayang aku dapat, memang cukup. Tapi aku tak rasa cukup.
Can u feel me? No u won't. Having a separated parents, is quite a tantrum to me. Then, imagine having a stepmother? I am not happy.
A fresh start
Wednesday, May 11, 20165/11/2016 11:31:00 pm
Sitting in my study table, blankly doing nothing after turning on my laptop. So, I decided to make a brief post about myself, which I know nobody really wants to actually give a damn. But why not?
My name is Nur Adlina binti Azwan, I believe my middle name is binti.......right. I am currently an spm leaver, doing nothing at home, watching dramas all night long, getting imsonia, sleeping all day long, and ofc, eating non-stop. Ah dont get me wrong,i just want to save this precious free time, cz i know, after i pursue my studies, there will be no rest for me. I had an interview for seni bina at uitm, I really hope I get it, InshaAllah.
Enough for the introduction, now it is the time for my quirks! And stuff.
I was told that I am quite nice. Well, it does really seems right somehow?
I hate cockcroaches.
I have this passion over watching asian dramas and movies.
I really love doing make up.
I am a friendly and a talkative person, only to people who deserves.
I love spending money, it makes me sastified of getting what I want.
I dont like cakes, they made me nausea.
I love meehoon tomyam, and if I ordered it, it has to be extra spicy.
I have an allergy to seafood, dairy food and peanuts (I'll get very itchy at my legs and hands, a bad sneeze (sinus problem), a swollen face, and short of breath).
I loves perfumes, therefore, a guy with quite a smell...is a major turn off.
I once had pets before, which is rabbit (when I was so little), and hamster (they hd missing...in action when I was in form 2).
I have a lung aquoes deasease when I was just a kid, my body tends to expelled watery stuff. Like, sinus problem.
I hate hot- tempered people.
I dont like staying so long at a place. I need to go out.
After puberty hit me, I had a very, serious acne problem. And Alhamdulillah, it is getting okay and relieved now.
I cant stay too long under the sun. I'll get headache, sometimes nose- bleed.
I am an overly- attached person.
I was told that I am a very stubborn person.
I love soft material, soft colour, and soft music. And a soft person.
I love drawing, but I dont have the talent to do so.
I want to explore the world one day with the loved ones.
I am an uneasy person, and a messy person.
I dont like wearing accessories, my skin is so sensitive.
I tend to fall in love easily to a gentle-man person.
I love cooking and baking, and again, I dont have the talent, or just I am that lazy to find the raw food.
I love cookies and appetizer. Simply, I love eating.
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Sunday, December 27, 201512/27/2015 02:20:00 am
I've kept tweeting that 'it has been so long since i updated my blog' and so on....and there's this person who asked me repeatly for like what is your blog's url blabla, then when i said i dont give my blog to random people, he said, that i am an arrogant woman. i am not tryin to offend him, but id he felt offended then i am truly sorry. this blog is like a diary to me, well maybe some random people had read this blog but at least they dont know who i am. right?
Okay today i'm going to share a happy story haha so everyone need to be happy for me.....
At last, i have a job!!!!!! Actually i didnt plan to have a job or even seeking for one. Cuz my dad have been planning for what will i do this 7 months free time before i officially became uni's student (Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin). My sisters and I had a quickstop at a&w to get some waffle and stuff, and suddenly my mouth came out something like, ada kerja kosong tak kat sini? Actually, it cames from my heart...cuz i want money too. It just my dad wont allowed. Then those workers said yaaaas we have some jobs for u to apply. And then they gave me an enquiry for me too fills in. I asked for two, cuz one is for my friend. Then i filled it and send it to the sisters. And all of a sudden, they called me for an interview. I meant whattttt so fast!??? I just applied it like 3 minutes ago??? And they interviewed me and ya i've got accepted for the job. And when i walked out from the miss (the leader worker) (idk who she is haha) (but ppl call her miss) my sisters laughed at me and sayin why ur face looks so red???? Ok that was embarassed hehe. And after we got home, i got some lectures from my dad, like why didnt i discussed things first. He was cold to me hahahaha but then he asked when will i started the job, then that i knew that he allowed me to work. Guess when will i started to work? This 28, monday. And today is like...26, saturday. That was fast, and furious. So now, can i have some waffles for lunch????? like everyday????Ok that's all for now hahahahah bye. Whoever u are maila dtg a&w alam damai. u guys ade welcomed hehe. order a lot of food haola!!!!!!
SPM IS OVER? Pra- diploma UTHM?
Sunday, December 06, 201512/06/2015 04:20:00 pm
SPM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sedar tak sedar
it’s been months since I last update this blog, well ofc it’s due to the spm
(which........abuse my mental and physical). Ktrg takla celebrate sgt cuz of the difference times
of our papers, mcm aku amek LK so habis pagi haha ciao, and EA habis petang. Igt nak
celebrate birthday Shahida straight after EA ended, malangnya Hanis cant
assemble as she had to send her sister to her uni for a new sem. So what can we
do, tapi we planned to postponed it after sha’s come back from her village.
Well tho it’s a bit late, better late than never right? I doubt sha must be
very upset right now hahahahah sorry baby there’s too many unexpected things
happens, I love you, wait for it haola? Lps je paper LK habis, ktrg bergmbr dgn Lambdarians (my class). It was hell dramatic haha kanu (classmate), jump into kolam ikan hahaha it was epic, cg nampak but he just smiled and laughed and then come to us but slow slow (maybe he gave us time to run kot?) Tapi bila dah dkt he didnt said anything yela he must surely know, it was our last moments in school. Lepas ni dah tak nampak dah muka kitorang kitorang yang comel ni. Rasanya time flies so fast..at the end, we splitted up. Drg pegi lepak tempat lain, aku pulak, dgn Fana, Jia, and Izzul went to the Mines, nak melantak Sushi King jap cuz sblm spm......takdanya mak bapak kasi pgi jauh. Mimi should've come too but her grandpa nak amek dia dari skola dah so she can do nothing. I was upset tho heh. We pranked Izzul to eat wasabi haha, from the moment I realize he never knew what wasabi is, apa lagi???huhu. Like i said, it was a brief celebration.
So lps SPM ended, what will I do next? Menternak lemak?
Tanam anggur? Hm ya actually Yana and I have been planned to work at KL (gaji
lebih mahal). Daripada habiskan masa adalah lebih baik dan lebih bertamadun
untuk mencari duit bolehla shopping lebih huhuhuh yea we were all excited!!!!!!!! But that is just a plan.
Unfortunately, my dad won’t allow me to i guarantee u 70%!! Yana pulak kalau dia takda org teman
skali, she is restrictedly no by her parents. I was very devastated at my
father statement, sampai nangis tau, yela sebab abah tanak bagi keja pastu tanak register balik wifi,
sebabnya? Mira pulak spm. So I cried all night long and locked myself up in my
room ye mestilah aku rasa tak adil, abah pulak Alhamdulillah, keesokannya, dia kata nanti dia buat wifi. Tapiiiiii mira tak boleh tahu password wifi hahahahahha. Okay daddy I won’t let
that happen. Why nina why cry over wifi? As for someone who is a drama addict, wifi
would be the first priority, and important to run my life with some productive
things. Nak ke tgk nina makan tido berak repeat sampai ke sudah haha. Perihal kerja pulak, abah tak kata apa apa. Aku dah bersyukur dah abah nak register balik wifi..
Speaking of productive things to do,I found an opportunity
to continues my studies at peringkat pra- Diploma di UTHM. Actually lebih
kepada diberitahu daripada terjumpa huhu Nadrah la ni. It was a big surprise to
me actually as the kelayakan nak masuk pra-Diploma ni menggunakan keputusan
Percubaan SPM. So dgn tidak membuang masa aku pun daftar la da tup tup I got
the tawaran!!!! At that time I was like Ya Allah yeke. But I find out the yuran
is about 3 thousands! I was a bit ponder whether I should tell abah or not,
ended up I tell him. Buttttttt, I strictly said no cuz satu sbb bayaran
(program dia dlm 4 bulan kot), 1 lagi sebab UTHM is allabout engineering……………that
is……………not my cup of coffee. Aku tak pernah lansung terdetik nak amek
engineering. Tapi lepas je ckp kat abah, abah lagi encouraged me to accept it. Suruh ok hahaha,
abah like Nina yakin ke result SPM nina mampu nak masuk apa yg nina suka? Nina
cuba je masuk, kalau result nina ok then nina bolehla buat dua pilihan, nak
amek archi ke law ke or sambung je diploma dkt UTHM. Sebabnya peluang nak
sambung engineering di UTHM agak cerah kalau masuk pra dip ni. Jadi aku
mendapatkan review from my sisters, and bestfriends. Some of them said,
membazir, some of them said amekla boleh jumpa laki kau hahahaha (ok tu sbb ex
crush aku uni kat situ huhu). Disebabkan semua orang memberi review yg tahlah
aku tak tahu nak buat apa ni haha aku tekad utk ikut je abah ckp apa. Father
knows best! InshaAllah.
I have collect thepros and cons and here it is:
Pros:
1.
The chances to get to place in engineering in
UTHM is much bigger (tho they consider spm’s results too)
2.
Early expose to uni life. I can learn how to
adapt myself in University’s environment (earlier than my cliques)
3.
I can learn to be independent, takpayah berharap
pada bibik je. I can learn how to save as i'm the poorest of all my
siblings..current moment la haha
4.
My spare time after SPM would have been filled
with studying other than buat tahpape
5.
I get knowledge
6.
………………
Cons:
1.
The payment is expensive
2.
I will have less time to hang out with my
friends (our plan to holiday will be then...without me in it)
3.
I don’t have interest in engineering
4.
…………………………my brain cant think properly right now
but im sure there’s more cons
That is my pros and cons…………….well ya I think the pros is
much more than the cons but still, I have this worry in me that it is hidden somewhere in my head haha stress………..
That is all for now ciao.
20 things about me
Wednesday, August 19, 20158/19/2015 06:09:00 pm
20 Things about me.
1.I don’t like being called lina, sbb rasa cam like a soft
person, when actually so so and i like giving nicknames!!!
2. I’m a crybaby, I cried when I feel offended, but I cried in secret sometimes
3. I love spicy food, but sometimes I hate it. It get me
pimples and made my lips look like a red tomato.
4. I hate coackcroaches damn much. U cant never tell how I hate
it.
5. I cant resist chocolates, but not that too much choc like
what dip n dip did to me.
6. I keep my revenge deeply and my every relationships with humans usually turns to an emo fight i cant handle something i dont like ahak im not willing to stay quiet tapi tu dulu laaa..
7. Im a boros girl
8. I dont like to talk, at times. isnt that made me a quiet person? :p i dont like melayan cuz bosan and its tiring man. to elderly im sorry if i seem rude im not :(
9. Ppl say i like to spice things up :p (more to a troublemaker ke?) I gave that a point cuz thats a praise, right?
10. I dont know what to say
11. Im a 40% spoilt brat. Id love to take. And Id love to give. I hate accountant! Diorang mesti berkira hegh kedekut
12. I am an overly attached girl, like very and I don’t know
why..
13. I love watching
asian dramas, mostly Korean, Taiwanese, and Japanese. But I support Malaysians drama
too
14. I’m a movie addict, I love romantic comedy movie
15. I love cocopie and any hazelnut choc brands
16. I love to cook but I failed on it. I only how to cook
simple dish like maggi, frozen food, goreng ikan, and telur. But I’m still in
progress to learn how to cook, sabar ye oppa masa dpn i. haha
17. I’m a nervous person but im really good in controlling it (except klo malu sbb my face gon red). klo mmg sengaja nak tunjuk ill jz show cuz im that dramatic person (gedik?)/ so into it. I can feel nervous and then reacting it over the top even it is just a littlest thing, cth klo crush pandang wahaha
18. I want to be an architect, inshaALLAH
amin. The one who inspired me is http://sophiealyahya.blogspot.com
19. I dreamt to go to Beijing to meet my Luhan, to Taiwan to
meet my Mike He Jun Xiang and Aaron Yan and to Japan to meet my Mizushima Hiro.
20. I want to have twins!!! My boyfriend better have the genes
bonus hahahaha acah je ngko kan
1. Im a peacemaker!!! Joke aside i actually like to reconcile any events, can i be a prosecutor now? Can I have my own lawfirm. hehe ok ke lawyer? ke counsellor? huhu why is this not related at all
2. Im a learner :p and also an observant. Id be knowin
3. I dont like cold weather/ under the aircond for too long
sorry i bosan............
6/8
8/19/2015 05:56:00 pm
I think it was going to be a great day. Unfortunately, it was
not. Why was that?
Well my own bestfriend which I anggap more as a blood
sister, talk bad about me. I wont reveal ofc. I meant how can u guys do that
to me? Why do you even have the guts to hurt my feelings.If I ever hurt ur
feeling pun, I think I never did anything for these past 2 years. I meant don’t
ungkit the long story time as I was immature. I have feelings too and I don’t really
want to be the me back in the form 1,2 and maybe 3. I know u guys said that it was for my own sake but
still, some thing isn’t meant to be said. I want to be like a bestfriend who doesn’t
want her bff to feel hurted, biarlah dia tak tahu asalkan she doesn’t feel
hurt. I will advice her slowly, but not straight forward as I hate people who doesn’t
respect others’ feelings. Like seriously asalkan she doesn’t feel offended. And
when im writing this and suddenly u guys found it, I doesn’t meant to tell the
world, lgpun I guess no one will open this blog by now, I just want to share my
feelings in this blog. Its my blog anyway.
To u girls
Sunday, August 02, 20158/02/2015 10:05:00 pm
Okay nak post lagi satu. Semalam I have a date with my ex bestfriend, sna. Okay maybe some of my friends will know who she is. Well we fought for about 2 years, dari form 3 sampaila skrg Same case with my another bff, z. Okay my friends will know who she is too. I hoped u guys read this cuz i know u guys updated ur blog too right? I know since i posted that one photos on ig, some of u get really mad at me, I understand it was my fault but it was just really an attempt to make our relationship better. Bukannya nak buat gado! Dont be mad please.
Actually it was a simple fight. But it turned out too be very exagarrate when some of us tak reti nak bertolak ansur. Terasa and salah faham? Yeah i must say but sampai putus kwn?! Tapi Alhamdulillah the SNA and Z pun dah ok dgn ktrg cuma one of us refuses to accept them so it just turned out to be like this. The 'like this' means nothing. It doesnt meant if one of us refuses to accept apologize, all of us need to follow as well. Right? And now that i realize that hm. We are so immatured back then tapi kita dah matang kan skrg, aku hrp sgt krg discover this. And for izanina, i really miss u. And sorry if I did something wrong i love you lps spm kita jumpa pls i miss u. Aku tak [nhla lupakan kau..hish ko ni. And for that person (yg refuses tu ha krg tahu krg sape), kita dah besar panjang, benda dah lps jgnla igt, kita manusia biasa kan. Korang tak suka berkawan ke? Nanti kawin siapa nak dtg? Siapa nak jadi bridesmaids? Mcm mana kita nak buat bachelor party apa ke benda tu semua. I love you guys and I love them too i dont know where to go, i stucked in the middle i just hope u guys realized it and apologize one to another. I'm tired of being in the middle. I want a complete us mcm dulu. I dont know which path to go. But I thank Allah to open Y heart to open herself to us, despite all the fights we have been through. Tolongla baca tolongla faham. I f u guys ada terbaca, dont tell me, just realized it by yourself. Aku sayang korang. Gaduh nak buat apa kan kalau tak dapat apa? Ok aku dah cukup stress bye haha i want ALL of us to be back as one again. With nadrah with all! We are friends for a lifetime.......please do anything in your might to bring us all back together. Im tired of fighting alone. Ajak all of us hangout, eat, talk, sleepover or anything.
Itha Fana
8/02/2015 09:48:00 pm
Okay basically i tried to transfer my photos on the phone to the lappy but it just can not?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay. Sedihla dah la memory full.
Just now i found my netbook which is my small lappy that has been missing for........a year? Ahahaha. That is not the point. The point is, i found a document which is full with itha fana's name. Itha Fana? My ex crush or my currently crush now. Biasalah populasi lelaki dah berkurang sikit kat sekolah since I am now a senior hehe goin to take spm this year ya Allah kenapa aku igtkan diri sendiri ni? Cuba teka lagi brp hari. Kurang dari 100 hari and I will be taking my big exam and oso it gonna affect my whole life knp skrg baru sedar. Ok I should be studying now. Ee ada ke bukak lappy dah tahu spm nak dkt hish teruk.
Okay back to the story, rupa rupanya the netbook is like my old diaries. I cant remember things kecuali something that impacts me a lot. or things that is recently important? Camnalah aku boleh lupa benda camni. Nasib baik lappy ni hilang. Kalau tak sapa tah lagi baca nanti dahla semua byk psl itha fana. Itha fana tu itha fana ni ee bila baca balik mcm menyampah. Sbbnya skrg ni dia prsn sgt that i liked him. Mmglah suka but not la too over the top. I'm a woman okay an ordinary woman u can like me if u want
Bila la nak lupa itha fana ni ugh
